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Cheeseburger in paradise
I was going to make a cheeseburger hat for Derek, but it came out way too big. So, I decided to make a bottom for it, stuff it, and make him a cheeseburger pillow instead =]
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Owner of a guilty heart
I feel guilty. I feel this way because I can't just seem to snap out of it and be happy and enjoy life for those around me. That has always gotten me through bouts of depression before. I would think about the people in my life, and think about wanting them to be happy. That alone would let me at least fake joy until I snapped out of whatever ( Read more... ) -
"Reasons Why" lyrics by Saving Jane
In the company of strangers I am less than fine ( Read more... ) -
...long after the thrill of living is gone
I'm depressed. Really depressed. I feel empty and hopeless and like life is pointless. While at the same time I'm trying not to let anyone else realize I feel this way. There are a lot of reasons why I feel this way. Partly it's my health, partly its poverty, and partly it is disappointment. I'm disappointed in myself, in my life, and in many of ( Read more... ) -
Zombies!
I had three crazy dreams about zombies last night ( Read more... ) -
Tabula Rasa
I've been wanting to start a new journal for a while now. I have 2 others...one that just seems so far disconnected from who I am now that I can't bring myself to use it, and one that I have tried to recover the password to for weeks now with no luck. So here I am, starting over with a clean slate. I will be posting some very personal things that ( Read more... )