I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.
If this is life I'll say good bye.

She's gone like an angel,
With wings let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

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They will find my corpse on the shower floor.
And with my bleeding wrists will be a note that explains all of this.

"Dear friends and family, I hope that you can understand."

I could not handle the fear and regret, knowing I ruined my only chance.
A lesson in carelessness. Let my grave stand as proof.
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I made one of the worst mistakes of my life and i will regret it forever.
and i will never be the same

goodbye.

finis vitae sed non amoris

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amor et melle et felle est fecundissmismus

A fake ass facade is all your ever gonna see
And its only putting other's at ease
You will never know the real me

Sex, drugs and booze baby, its all you'll ever see
And ill drink the pain away
ill fuck the pain away
ill smoke the pain away

I hope your prepared to meet the new me,
it's all you'll ever fucking see

I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
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Found all the letters
Heard all the calls
Caught all the glances between the two
I know all the things you thought I never knew
Now I stand over what is to be your grave
Two bound and gagged
Look into his eyes
Was he really worth dying for?

On this beach
Star crossed lovers obsess
Alluring dreams of touching starry skies
Ill love you until my last breathe
Each speck of sand fills in each footstep along the shore

Ill love you until my last breathe takes you from me.

My life gets 10 fucking times worse everyday i bother to wake up