I want to eat better food all around: fresher, healthier, better tasting, better prepared (but not necessarily "health food," or at least not always). I want to eat sinful bits sometimes; but have them be utterly, totally worth it and not derail my progress health-wise ( Read more... )

- Asking out men is tricky. Not for the insecure. (ahem)
- Don't order beer when you're thirsty.
- Don't forget there is such a thing as TMI even when positive.
- I find myself... boring. Whatthehell happened? Time to shake it up.
- I need a plan for myself.
- When the hell am I getting my license? Jesus.

Noted how displeased I was with past entries, and said "okay, no telling long stories." To be very snappy ( Read more... )

One of the things that is holding me back from weight loss is that I don't know who I will be if I am not "the fat one." I want to look better, but in the past when I was more than 50% to goal, I found the whole world was different, and it was hard to handle it or figure out how I should react to many things. Even as simple as picking which seat to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow night I fly to Paris.

Photos to follow in May <3

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Okay, so I was cheering myself up with fangirling (it works), looking at montages and clips and all kinds of things for Twilight. One of the montage videos uses this song and I was like "huh, I like that, I'll look up who that is..." Because, you know, I relate to this song a lot...

Oh what have I done, I like Jesse McCartney!

I am wondering what the point of any of my desires or goals would actually be. Let's say I somehow found passionate soul mate(s), wealth, maybe had kids, had some kind of great career, whatever. And then... so fucking what? What's the point ( Read more... )

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