I seriously do love you guys. There's nothing better than pmsing, writing a pissing rant about the sickening world, and having your friends not say something stupid like things will be wonderful and look up. I love that I get replies back about how there really is too much happiness and fakeness. I have realistic friends who have bad days too. It's ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated lately. It really is sickening all of these pregnancies. I know, I started all of it in a way. I was the first one. But come on, I was a single mother, not all happily married and coming forth and multiplying. I got straight out knocked up. Teaching me even more so that the world sucks. Now mind you, my little darling has done ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor today. Dr. Gandhi and I had an interesting conversation:

Dr: “So you know you will no longer be on a contraceptive”.

Me: “I’m not on a contraceptive”.

Dr: “Yes, the medication you’ve been taking is a contraceptive. You can’t get pregnant”.

Me: “Oh”.

Dr: “You need to tell all the men trying to get with you to back off until you go ( Read more... )

House is on tonight. Less than an hour! Wonderful Wonderful Goodness. You know your life is pretty pathetic when you are so excited by a t.v show. I might actually be a bit ok with that for now.

I’ve been craving foods all day. Eating salad to incorporate. Mom laughed about me being pregnant again. I want Pizza Delight cheesecake, the chocolate ( Read more... )

So today was another asshole of a day. My endometriosis decided to kick in again, even though I’m on medication that costs hundreds of dollars every month in order to stop the damn disease from causing trouble. I had no pain killers left, because, well, I love my demoral, so when I finally really really need it, it’s gone. So anyways, I have to use ( Read more... )

I think I might have actually gotten this thing working again. I haven't been able to post for months!

It's so great to know how wonderful my friends are. You guys have been the biggest encouragment lately. I've really been down in the dumps, and you've all helped me get a boost. It's so hard to be here all by myself. I feel like I'm out of touch with people, and forgotten about sometimes. You've shown me that distance doesn't matter. You can still ( Read more... )

After not posting for.....25 weeks is what LJ says when I log in, I'm finally back. As the days roll on, so does my boredom. I never realised how much I actually appreciate what I had at ABU until recently. But even at Dalhousie, things weren't the same. I just went to class and then back home. I only had a couple people I was friends with, and ( Read more... )

Breathing in and out and like you're hyperventilating...only really deep breaths...gets rid of hiccups. I just tried it out of frustration, and it worked! So next time you get the hiccups..... breath like a woman in labor!

Today is such a boring day. I'm procrastinating to no surprise. Something I learnt oh to well at ABU. It's french though. I'm studying french; another language; another language that they expect me to memorize a whole text book in. Ok, so ya, I might use french, but how often. I'll just avoid french speaking areas while traveling. But actually, now ( Read more... )