Well, one more final and then there is summer. Excited? Hardly. I'm excited about my birthday, getting my lip pierced [most likely], seeing my sister, going to Arizona to see Iliana and the girls, and earning some money. That's about it. That IS my summer. Pretty busy, pretty filled up, and going to go pretty damn fast. Maybe I'll take a trip to VA ( Read more... )

I AM SO STRESSED OUT. I didn't think I would get like this, but of course I did. I'm stressing over my Chem final and my Ch. 13 Pre-Calc test and final. AGHH.

I need someone to take away this stress.

BULLSHIT. FUCKING BULLSHIT.

Great weekend. Friday, I didn't really do anything. I was really tired, and slept most of the night. IDK why, but I've been really worn out lately. Saturday I hung out with Courtney and Jessica. We went to Kohl's and looked around and what not. Then we went to see House of Wax. It was good. It scared all three of us. I accidently kicked the guys ( Read more... )

Agh. Just completely finished up my research paper. I hate doing those stupid things.  It took me forever to ogranize my notecards, and then .. idk, I just hate them.  Anyways. School is almost out. It was 2 weeks today..
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Talked to Travis the other day. I gues.. well, IDK what's going on with us now. We had a normal discussion, and didn't fight. I'm a fucking idiot though. The night before I called him and I was going to tell him how I felt, and I totally ended up being a total pussy. Wow what a surprise there.

Anyways. I'm really tired. Went to the movies last ( Read more... )

I can't keep making myself feel like a fucking piece of shit. That's exactly what I've been doing to myself these past few weeks. Fuck that, I can't keep making myself depressed. I need to move on, but this "not talking" bullshit isn't helping.

Tired as hell. Last night when I layed down I was out completely. I didn't wake up again until almost noon today. Jess and Kels and I went to thunder and had a pretty good time, even though a lot of our plans got messed up because of the weather and what not.  Then we came back here and haha, had a greatttttttttttttt time. I hadn't laughed that ( Read more... )

How dare he.

The first cut is barely skin deep. I can't feel it.
The second cut is deeper. I can feel it, but the pain doesn't bother me.
The third cut is so deep that I'm numb. I can't stop. The cuts get deeper and deeper.
Will this be the end?