so today was interesting.... kris and amber came over. i guess they needed a different location to make out in. lol, cuz all he was complaining about was my music. haha ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say anymore ( Read more... )

i want to see patrick. i want to talk. i dont want to cry nor will i. im done crying over him. im done. i have a few friends that love me. and i suppose that sometimes people dont always get what they want. i want the love of my life. and because i want it so bad. it wont come to me. but thats fine. i feel bad for my next boyfriend. im not going to ( Read more... )

he doesn't love you! what are you thinking. staying with him. him and his one word answers when you finally talk. when you finally get the courage to say hi... cuz he doesn't first. he never asks you how you are or if you're ok... or how your day was... he doesn't care. and he doesn't mind that you never talk or see each other anymore because he ( Read more... )

well it's 6 months today. i haven't spoken ot him however. i sent him a short e-mail just letting him know (although i know he wont care because he doesn't lol ( Read more... )

so i started packing all his stuff into a box... lets jsut say... this box i have... is not nearly large enough. lol he fought with me about me buying him things and why im doing it. i seriously got in trouble. it wasn't good. but thats alright. im happy about the amount of things i tried to get him anyway ( Read more... )

ok so i read something i shouldn;t have... i mean i really should not have read it... but all these other people do... but nope i cant not me.... and i shouldn;t have... but i mean who could resist.... im crying a river... and nobody can really know cept 1 person. and i can't talk it out because that would create more problems ( Read more... )

so yeah are you ready for this... im excited ( Read more... )

todays a month since i've seen him... 4 thursdays ago he sat on my bed thats a long time. i hate going a month without seeing my boyfriends...i mean i guess this one is a little more reasonable... he does live an hour away... and he does have a full time job... and im sure he's been asking his mom to let me come... it just hurts.... i feel very... ( Read more... )

so today was fun... i went to the mall with amber... poor amber she was so disappointed today... she couldn't find anything on her mental list... yet i came home with more then i needed. lol but it was pretty awesome. we got some dairy queen... ran into a few people and yeah, it was great ( Read more... )