we took a walk that first night that we met, in the park so silent and hotter than hell, in childrens dens of harboured malice, we told our life stories, i was unaffected by the horrors of the world at large and you just sympathized with the weaker ones and i whispered in your ear ' it will only get harder ( Read more... )

...this feeling never dared to be but it screams from time to time, glase full, hand hot she is waxing to the sexual front and the emptiness in his 501's never felt so alive ( Read more... )

hold my arms as the blood collets, when fist meets stomach, i brace myself for the impact, they found a way to break into my mind, the rehired scab becomes the mark, made so well, so soft, i can see my breath in the air as i suck in there is contact, and you needed to do this as i spit blood in your face, the feet made swift the kick to the solor- ( Read more... )

a strange day, in so many lonley ways, i see this creature before me, i wonder if he knows who i am, in the walls that suround me a noise that is so loud in my head, this strange day, i feel far from myself already, but these people look down on me, do they like what they see? in the interim, i wonder if this person sees what i see, if they feel ( Read more... )

...through the cable wires, i have to watch your face, and in the telephonic message i can here your voice, but i wish you were here with me now ( Read more... )

line for line, we talked ( Read more... )

turning in the pillows, my bed feels larger than when i was small, lost in shattered hope, lost in all the old pillows, miss the smell of you on the sheets, miss the out-line of your back, miss you breathing down my neck ( Read more... )

'...and everything is going to be just awful, when you come round, and all the colours are going to rise to meet you, when you come round, these are lonesome tears that i cannot cry anymore, the shadows fall...'

...and so i need you to hold me closer until this excutcion is over, just give me the lips to the neck, to know that you feel the same way ( Read more... )

the phone does not ring, and water drips in the metal sink, the sound of lonliness turned up to 10 ( Read more... )