well....53 weeks, i have remained silent on blogs and other internet forums. i am not sure why my mouth has been closed for so long. one could say i dissappeared for a while. in a sense it was theraputic in a way. for once in my life i am truly happy, for no other reason than too be happy. i lost my fasination with a death wish that i once held so ( Read more... )

the slip of her dress turns to fright, the nice betrayal of the crush that would never go away, i need to hold you close, danse danse, this feels so nice, as i need to pull your hair, i pull your ear, with my teeth at your neck, did i touch the right spot? did my finger run to the place you feared i would go, well i took it there, and i want you ( Read more... )

with nectur as blood we lost our sight in this fetal dress, look at life, look at love, clouds gather around this diamond faced accolade, calling out dreams of death, calling out 'i cannot give this up' the blood was shed, and nothing passes in this winter year ( Read more... )

tuck you in, suck you in, fuck you in ( Read more... )

needle pressed and ready, she holds her breath and on this day he dies, the machines call, he took the hand of the twins, saying 'i have lost my way, my exo-skelatal semen retreats for another day of hibernation...' and she is screaming as he walks out the door, he smiles and laughs, he needed to hear her scream as it does nothing to change him at ( Read more... )

this is what you have said, 'xxxxxxxxxxxx' and this is what i heard 'xxxxxxxx' the meaning remains the same, a sorrid detail to the insight of a mind, the cassette is placed on record, the waves of noise fall out and back again, a child in the hands, white face, pale intentions, he only wanted to love, he only wanted to see the sun, the wires ( Read more... )

....I say ‘maybe he was a fag…’ and our Ivy League student has a moment of insight. Thinking that this was my way out and that she would get up and run crying to the bathroom to call him and confront the bastard. This she says has never occurred to her, as if I had just told her the earth was round. Realizing too late how big of a mistake this was ( Read more... )

...the heart-rate clocks and counts to 10, the smell of new skin as the finger become a fist, they are moving together, it is what they want, the first colour the first kiss, a tear is born under stucco ceiling the fan turns counter clockwise, the lights flicker and fade, in dream sequence fashion, as bare chest rubs smooth legs ( Read more... )

his heel is his weakness, and she stole the fire, and together it is harder for them to breathe, and when they go down, they fall together ( Read more... )

park the car by the side of the road,the tised of time are smothering him as he is trying to erase the emotion of love but this feeling well never go away and on the book he will one day write, a line for line he is trying to forget, the children he will never have, the family tree hacked into decline, the sister he pushed away and everything looks ( Read more... )