mix match the wires, i am coughing up blood again, in the car crash, i am beging to feel far away from myself, the broken windscreen and the smoke , i feel the fear, i watch the ants marching along the cracks in the pavement, one and one and one and three trying to escape the river of blood, my smashed septum no knife can repair, the metal feels ( Read more... )

pick her up off the floor, she cannot see the stars down there ( Read more... )

the music builds, laughing, i stand in suit an tie ( Read more... )

check the oxygen tanks as they put me on the respirator, dream when they are gone, and how long, when the fields of rape open wide their bright white eyes ( Read more... )

freeze the answer is holding, mental collaspe and the world begins to spin, lack of sleep and fields of nightmares run through the brain, blood shot eyes i do this for you ( Read more... )

'i see you slipping' she said as she has undone my belt, but i have lost my time, lost my place in this sky of blue ( Read more... )

i am telling myself that if i wake from dreams, will i hide from nothing as the kraken rises from the pavement, as i fall apart ( Read more... )

'has he become your shadow' she said can we design our fate by telling ourselves that this is real ( Read more... )

my hands are cold and she said she would warm them, the hands of a healer as she touched my chest, sliding the fingers underneath the top and bottom buttons with a strong grip around my tie, she looked so fine in that red dress, she spelled out things on my chest, over my heart ( Read more... )

she appears to be apart of the bar stool on which she sits, silently smoking cigarettes, her hair in the 1920's wave, she looks out from under coal lined eyes, that diabetic stare, the smoke rolls in cloud around her fingers, she is tying knots and she holds tot he ghosts of a former life where walking up the hill was easy doing it backwards ( Read more... )