it's been the longest time since ive last wrote. well now schools out and summer has begun. i did extremely well in school, all a's and b's this semester. i think i got one c first semester and that was in gym. life is now a repeating routine, the same things happen over and over again without me even noticing until its too late, not that i care ( Read more... )

it's been so long since i've updated and i don't know where to start. i haven't have school since tuesday because of the dam right down the street and it sucks. my birthday was tuesday and it wasn't how i imagined my sweet sixteen to be. a few of my friends stopped by to wish me a happy birthday and i was grateful though. it was me,prince,andre, ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in the longest time. new school, new friends, and a ( Read more... )

CAMP

August 23- 26

Camp Joseph, Vermont

for the first time in a while i actually read my horoscope and it was right. it said something about clearing my mind of the past  before getting into a new situation or relationship. i haven't gotten into a relationship since jessie and it because i don't want what's happened before to happen again. nick was right when he said i couldn't get a guy ( Read more... )

i wish i could make something out of the time you have left, but you are so gone there is nothing i can do. i know that death is inevitable but i figured you had more time left and that when the end did come it would be quick and peaceful. instead you've been slowly fading for months. you deserved a better life than the one that you've had and now ( Read more... )

i went to the mall today and saw jordon. i still love him but i'm pretty sure he's moved on. i no longer understand my feelings but i do know one thing. i will fight for that boy. if i still have a chance i will do whatever i can to get him back. i hope that i don't loose him again.

what are we going to do

now that we're over,

and you've moved on ( Read more... )

Well, I've been thinking a lot about this Taunton High situation, and I've come to the conclusion that maybe the change is better for me. It could mean a fresh start, the beginning of a new life. I messed up so much at BR that this is my last hope for a decent future. I want more than what I had at BR, I need more. Love, education, and friendship ( Read more... )

           I'm no longer living in Bridgewater. My dad has left my mom and now it's just us. We're staying at my uncle's for now. Probably a few months at the least, which means I wouldn't be going to BR for a few months. I'll be the new girl at Taunton High surrounded by people I barely know. I'm going to miss everyone at BR so much. To all of ( Read more... )

well i've been in florida since the 7th. it's been okay i guess. a lot of tourism stuff and all. went to arabian nights, that was fun, and the horses were beautiful. it makes me want to start riding again. it's been a long time. my cousin's graduation was tonight. her boyfriend surprised her with a proposal. i'm happy for them and all, but seeing ( Read more... )