I haven't updated in awhile. I never know where to begin. A lot of things have changed, right now I'm not sure if they are for the best or the worst. I am happy it is a new year and I believe it is time for changes. I have to admit I feel sick, couldn't sleep, but at the same time I feel as though a weight has been lifted. Yes, that probably ( Read more... )

I cannot wait for school to end..This shit is making me go nuts! I think I need to take some kind of drugs to help me get through this. I'm not saying I want to pop pills, smoke weed, or whatever, I need a prescription. But I'm not big on taking medicine, so I suppose I'll live with the stress. Maybe it's good I'm hard on myself, it pushes me to ( Read more... )

I'm excited I finally get to go Christmas Shopping with my Mom. We always used to go shopping, but seeing as I work every single weekend of my life, I never have time to do things like that. On another note, what is with people now a days? It seems as if everyone is growing apart. I suppose that is apart of life, but that sucks ( Read more... )

I have decided I am just going to go back to the old ways I used to handle things. Although that may not seem "mature" I do not care. I had this "sick" feeling and for some reason I am going with my gut. They say to listen to your heart, but sometimes I think when you feel something deep down inside of you, maybe you should listen to that feeling. ( Read more... )

Since when did it become a crime to try and look good for the person you love ( Read more... )

I really don't know where things are going anymore. I don't know how to show you how much I care. I push myself away, only because I have a feeling things will turn out how they always do. Some how things are always my fault. Sometimes you "think" you are happy and other times you know you are not. Obviously I am not doing my job and I some how ( Read more... )

I'm up then I'm down..Lately I don't know what the hell is wrong with me ( Read more... )

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

* When you can't stop smiling after you talk to him
and when you still get butterflies in your stomach, &
that huge smile across your face every time
you see him <3 that lets you know that he will ( Read more... )