drew

i am so heartbroken...i have never felt this way EVER...right now, nothing is right NOTHING everthing that i thought was okay isnt...i broke up with drew

i lost the one thing i thought i wouldnt...

I fucking hate myself. I hate everything about me. I hate that all of a sudden a whole bunch of people are going to read this and know just how much I am secretly hating myself inside.
Can't u see it in my eyes?
Can't u see it in my fake smile?
The same smile I use the fool u all into believe that I am ok.
I am NOT ok, I feel like I am dying inside.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and
reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves
peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily
angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and
assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves
traveling. Loves ( Read more... )

im ok now, i think...last night was horrible. i cried and yelld and even tho i know i shouldnt have, i cut myself=\ when i get like that i feel like its the only thing i have that will take all the problems away in reality and just get me focused in on ME and not anything else...i was soo scared that my dad, or mom or heather would see that i was ( Read more... )

when it comes to this little bitch i seriuosly dont think i would have ANY trouble comminting either sucide or muder...im being fuckin forreal to, ppl dont understand that she says when they arent the fuck around. no body understands how much of a fucking horrible person she is...it drives me fuckin crazy and shes just like the fucking devil, she ( Read more... )

once again...where do you think i am and what do you think im doing?! sitting and im not doin SHIT! i have a confession to make...=\ i cheated on my math test today...LIKE ALWAYS lol this nerdy girl sits next to me soooo i jus lean over and copy! this better bring my grade up bc i mean i could get into soo much shit for just trying to pass! ya kno ( Read more... )

once again im sitting in business tech on the computer not doing what i need to be, i just do not like this class. Were suppose to be doing assignment 5 on this computer thing. The teacher is NEVER in here bc all of our assignments are online or on the launcher thing...and if he is in here, hes talking on the phone. Crazy huh? yeah, today is my and ( Read more... )

once again im sitting in business tech on the computer not doing what i need to be, i just do not like this class. Were suppose to be doing assignment 5 on this computer thing. The teacher is NEVER in here bc all of our assignments are online or on the launcher thing...and if he is in here, hes talking on the phone. Crazy huh? yeah, today is my and ( Read more... )