It's time to write down some things. To make proof of something. Or make myself look like an idiot. Perhaps both. Regardless, this is a forum for complete bullshit, so what have I got to fear?

I'm obsessed with the future. I've seen too many things lately that are too compelling to completely discount. Plus, these things...relate to each other. I ( Read more... )

Irritating my roomate by typing while he's trying to sleep. I'm also bored and looking for answers at 1:30 AM so I don't want to go to sleep myself. Also hungry, but there's not much I can do about it.

I vacationed in Winter Park, CO for Spring Break, skiing with Cory, Chris, and later Chris' family...whoop ass x 20. First, of course, it was back to Atlantic Beach for some chillin. Sat. night Jamie had a quasi-party by the pool in that there housing community. It's always great seeing my fellow class of '03 alumni. There was also that guy (David ( Read more... )

motherfuckercuntshitbitchdammithellasscocksuckercrapfuckpiss...uh..dang ( Read more... )

Ah, my seasonal depression is back. Usually I get depressed around mid january, but because this year is so profoundly different, it was put off until mid Feburary. Or maybe it's not winter that's making me depressed, maybe it's the plethora of other things. I had more nightmares today of the same type, but not quite as horrid. Interestingly, this ( Read more... )

I had my first real nightmare in as long as I can remember last night. REAL nightmares are a big thing for me, as I rarely have them, and whatever happens usually sticks to my mind for years, and some I've had I may remember for the rest of my life. But I usually get a feeling during nightmares and shortly after I wake up, that's usually ( Read more... )

To the Rockies, indeed. I turned on my cell phone this afternoon and listened to my lone message. It was from Cory. Apparently he and Chris (the bloke with the shades in my user pic) are planning to go Winter Park, Colorado to go skiing for spring break. Since I had no previous plans, this is pretty damn kick ass, I must say ( Read more... )

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I feel like using drugs of some kind, besides alcohol. It makes me act like an absolute idiot, because I blurt out virtually everything I'm thinking of when I'm drunk. And even though my friends think it's hilarious, it is kind of embarrassing (the next day, when I'm nursing a hangover). But what the hell, it's a fun thing to do every now and then ( Read more... )

So the new semester has started, and I've been in classes for a week already. I am, in a very geeky way, excited about most of my classes (3 out of 5) in contrast to last semester. Here's my schedule ( Read more... )