i had to have my dog put down yesterday. pretty sad day in my life. shes been such a huge part of my life for 10 years now...almost didnt know how to say goodbye. just gonna keep on keeping on and stay strong.
downloading some i killed the prom queen and vampire weekend.
so much has happened in my life...but i hate myself more than anything. all this shit could of been avoided but here i am suffering until its all over. who knows when that will be. i wish i could just do myself in.....and make it all go away.
is gonna be a blast...i can already tell. after just one weekend here.... all i need now is ward to get here (ONLY 5 DAYS) and kelly to get here...who knows when that might happen.
exciting day tomorrow...gonna post pics soon wish me luck