Yep, i'm taking this journal to the pasture and poppin' it in the head. For hopes of SOMEONE reading anything I have to write, I'm moving to somewhere else. Only for one update, then i'm gone for 6 months ( Read more... )

Yeah, like anyone reads this. I update hoping in the off chance someone reads, or stops by, just to get a tase of this. Prove that they're not so bad off, or that they're worse off. I don't know ( Read more... )

yeah, i guess so. I don't know what made me want to write here again. Maybe it's just to reach out for help, because nearly noone's willing to help me. Maybe it the way I feel most comfortable asking for help ( Read more... )

That's it. I am done with my journal. It is finished ( Read more... )

I just found out that one of my most favorite comics died today. Rodney Dangerfield. I love to joke around and kid about things, and he was so funny to me... he was truely an inspiration. Rest in peace, Rodney. God bless you, and thank you for all the humor that you've provided us over the past years. Thank you.
-Aaron

My everything sucks. I hate it all. My girlfriend, fiancee, and best friend hate me. AC is pissed at me because i hurt him earlier today, and I didn't mean to. I fuck up everyone's lives I get involved in. I can't take this anymore ( Read more... )

I wonder how long it'll be before anyone notices all i've been wearing is long sleeves...it's not really cold or nothin'... jsut to see who cares. Specially after I just got some inking to show off...it's nothing now ( Read more... )

As I go speeding down the highway, I can't help but to think about what got me here. In the past 20 years, I can't help to think about how I ended up here. In 2 1/2 tons of Chevrolet steel, headed straight for the back of an 18 wheeler stopped on the side of the road. 100 feet or so away, I kill the lights. 50 feet, I have second thoughts. 49 feet ( Read more... )

time for me to write.it's been too long since I've updated, so here's an update, and a bit of a story i've been working on since sometime last night while I was on my way home ( Read more... )

I forgot... the Projekt Revolution tour completely re-kindled my love of playing. I want so badly to make it as a bassist. I recently lost my will to play. I realized my skills (well, lack thereof) suck. I can't play much of anything, and I suck. But, when I get my axes back, i'm gonna practice more and get back to how i used to play-good ( Read more... )