John and I made this chili last night, and I am totally in love with it. I cannot say enough how impressed I was. We found the recipe on the website www.fatfreevegan.com that Katy pointed out to me. (By the way, Katy, I cannot gush enough about this website. It got me excited about cooking food again, something I haven't really had since we started ( Read more... )

Some days feel so heavy and oppressive that I can't get out from under them, can't move through that fog, can't grasp the hope I know lingers still from the last good time.

Today is like that.

I am trying to change it, doing things that are good for me or settle my brain, but sometimes...

I'm just so tired of this fight.

I am so fucking full of hate right now that I think I feel it leaking out of my pores, my ears, my mouth, the roots of my hair ( Read more... )

I felt this coming on all day. I am horribly depressed, for no real reason I can pinpoint. My chest hurts and I want to cry, and don't have a significant trigger for said emotions. I'm just.... really blue. I have reminded myself that life isn't bad, that I have things to be thankful for, and people who love me. I know these things to be true, they ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days already and it is only 7:30, so that doesn't bode well ( Read more... )

I must bring it on myself. I say I'm happy or content, and it's almost instantaneous. KABOOM. Life explodey.

Figures.

So, I haven't been writing, and it's not because I don't have anything to say, but rather that every time I think I have something I want to say and then decide that I'm going to write it down, I get busy and don't end up with the time to get it taken care of ( Read more... )

So, I'm back from camping ( Read more... )

A good adjective for how I feel about my loved ones is "fierce." I fiercely love people, when I love them. I am fierce in loyalty, pride, anger, and adoration, protective and wholehearted ( Read more... )

I am not feeling good, my stomach is woozy and weird. I'm in a great mood, oddly, even though I don't feel good ( Read more... )