fuck it!!!!!!!!!

i love josh!

thats all i have to say!

he's the best.

Kevin and me didnt work out. He's an ass. but before i found that out i went to Chris's house for a weekend so me and him could talk. Kevin found out and started his shit. I talked about it with him and he didnt want to listen. so i forgot about him and me and Chris got back together. Chris cried in my arms and told me how much he loved ( Read more... )

another reason for me to live...

well...its my brother's birthday today. 21 BABYYYY!!!!! hell fucking yeah. all hell's gunna break loose!!! ha wooooooo.

but yeah anyways....i am sooooo fucked up. 1 gallon of vodka...gone. heheh

byeeeeeee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDEN!!!!!

i miss Jill...

::tear::

spent 20 minutes with my head in the toilet today..

...that was fun. =/

RAWR!! im so bored. grr theres nothing to do ( Read more... )

its such a nice day today and i have nothing to do. It was really nice out yesterday and i didnt have anything to do. stayed in the house all day like i always do. But today i really wanna go out. i dont care what i do. Im gunna go call around and see who wants to chill. I want to go to a skatepark and skateboard. I forgot how to and i need ( Read more... )

so yeah, last night. awesome! Tommy picked me up at like midnight or so and we went back to his place. then we talked and he played guitar for me. his guitar playing is AMAZING! lol. then we talked some more and then watched Tv. i had fuun! then he drove me home and i got here at like almost 5am. then i passed the fuck out haha. i slept good. hehe ( Read more... )