well i close my eyes. only for a moment and the moments gone. all my dreams. blast before my eyes in curiosity ( Read more... )

it's been awhile but i finally have some good and bad news to update. this summer has been good with it's fair share of good times. in the next couple of weeks i'm flying down to atlanta to check out some apartments. and hopefully a few interviews i'm excited about one in particular, an art gallery that sells rock n roll art work. I'm thinking ( Read more... )

so today used to be my anniversary with steve. i know i've been over it forever and today i really felt it. it sucks being with someone for so many years and then a horrible break up causes you to never talk again. i miss him sometimes but as the years go by, i know it wasn't ever meant to be. he found someone much better for him. and i...will ( Read more... )

it holds no weight in this place. here i am alone in a room with only my thoughts. i can hear the frightening truth through the walls. i awoke scared of my dreams. i heard your voice. i am terrified of my emotions overflowing onto every organism. seaping out of my pores. seaping out of my eyes. what have you become? look at my eyes, you can only ( Read more... )

i have work. :/ and i miss someone.

fuck this life. i'm better off dead.

so finally this shitty year ends. hopefully 06 will be so much better. i'm off to get my drink on, very excited about that. partyin' til the break of dawn.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

hope everyone got what they wanted. i know i did. <3 cooks

1. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

i think i'm allergic to raspberries. everytime i eat somthing of the sort, my one side of my throat kills me. everyone went to church this morning. i opted to stay home and put my stuff away. i work almost everyday this week besides tuesday, friday and saturday. today i go 5-close. and monday is 6-close. i like it alot there. i'm a shift leader so ( Read more... )