for the first time in my life i feel like i accomplished what i said i was going to do. i feel librated. i feel like i'm taking a step forward instead of backward. I got the job i start tomorrow night. i moved my clothes and my hygeine products to clementon, i don't think i'll move my stuff in until next month. only because i need to save a little ( Read more... )

I want to eat a lot better. i love most vegatables. like tomatoes, green beans, broccoli, peas, and corn. of course potatoes. and i'm not eating red meat anymore. i am going to eat tuna and chicken only as my meat selection. and for breakfast i will only eat yogurt and fruit. i will exercise everyday at a certain time ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING     everybody! i can't wait for the sweet potatoe biscuits. i'm going to be in philly with the coolest family ever. my "family" is having dinner here, but i don't want to spend it with them. especially since my "grandmother" is going to be here.  i miss steve. still. and i watched garden state which made me miss him more.

i said a lot, and cried a lot and laughed a little. it felt really great to even hear my laughter like my real laughter with him. it even felt better to hear him laugh. so i learned today we are all books. and we learn lessons from each other. and sometimes you leave a book on its shelf because you've read it all the way through and you closed the ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

I am not dressing up i guess. and no partys as of yet. and no candy for little cocksucking kids. haha. i'm feeling good even with lack of mobility.

keep it real.