i could better myself, if i could only find some new kind of kick... something i ain't had

[hateme_love]

This weekend really wasn't what i wanted it to be
not only was i in a fucking foul mood for no apparent reason
but also my self esteem was really bruised last night
but then after being in the car with my best friend for an hour and a half she helped me figure some things out.
i'm exhuasted and still frusterated... and unsure//confused.

as soon as i got

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[mybabydontsleep]

I hope you don't hate me I love you
CONGRATS ON THE ROOM!!!
be careful with photos, some are evil and some are great.

[hateme_love]

BITCH PLEASE.
you're my best friend and i love you more than anyone.
although, our friendship does scare me because "you make me feel too close to someone for comfort". it's not a bad thing at all, i'm just not used to being this close to anyone, and i think i need to start leaving my "comfort zone". you've taught me how to open up which is amazing and i know we will ALWAYS be best friends. i mean come on, it's my job to take you to dialisis and watch your kids. duh.

anyways - LOVE YOU

[mybabydontsleep]

she does hate u trixy but dont worry every1 hates her

[ruinmybrain]

keep your head up, sexy. you're an incredibly intelligent girl and nothing is too big for your world. i have mad faith in you anyways. love you <3

by the way, i have your money for shampoo... so we need to get up sometime soon.

[hateme_love]

Thank you so much Jaime. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! i've just been contemplative lately. and i definatly am overanalyzing everyone. i need to just move on and stop thinking so fucking much... it gets me in trouble.

p.s. i just added you so you can read all of my entrys

[anonymous]

u r 1 of the uglyest girls in the world. go kill urself

all the boys ur inlove wit hate u

[ruinmybrain]

LOL. Are we talking about the same Aly? Because I do believe you have her confused with the horror you see when you look in the mirror.

Ahh, how i've missed lj drama.

[hateme_love]

Right? Thanks for sticking up for me. <3

[hateme_love]

Nah, i'm pretty happy with my life actually.

But, um, i do need some clarification... Who is it that i'm in love with?

[54m4n7ha]

ill tell you once and ill say it again you have the nicest pair a woman has ever seen lets do coffee this week i am free mostly every day during the day ayo

[hateme_love]

i have school until 5 and get back in charlotte around 6... so what about tomorrow or thursday or friday around 6? and if you can't do that i don't have school on sundays and mondays.

and thank you, although i'm not too too fond of them. but other people make me feel more comfortable with my tits. haha

[54m4n7ha]

uh i work everyday except friday at 7 so 6 is no good mostly but uh friday there is a show at the crack house? are you going?

[ruinmybrain]

AMEN, SISTAH. I've never seen a better pair of tits in my life!