i'm so tired of being sick and feeling like i'm missing so much.
i feel like shit, but i'm still as needy and awkward as ever.
i'm ready for this stage to be over with.

we're so beautiful when we are together.
this means you and me
and him and me
and her and me
and him and me
and him and her and me
and him and her
we just shine.

i'm about to go to bed
but i got to see Jaime and Kat and Michael
and it really made me smile.
i asked Josh to come over tomorrow because i am just so exhausted.
because he is such a good friend he is going to
thank you everyone.

i may be in the hospital, but i am (of course) as fiesty as ever.

let's sum it up....
i was really sick, and went to the ER sunday night where they took x-rays and pumped me full of IV meds and then proceeded to irresponsibly send me home. i was worse monday morning and went to the pulminologist, where he then admitted me into the hospital (being ( Read more... )

i'm fairly happy.
i've been extremely distracted by bullshit that has been going on around me....

i've never felt so loved in my life... and so comfortable with the people i call my friends. but in an uncomfortable and unsure way. (no, you probably don't and can't understand)
i feel so distant but so connected
so in love but apathetic
i have this ( Read more... )

 Nothing that i was so absorbed in earlier seems important anymore.

one of these more than likely applies to you ( Read more... )

 
I'll tell you a story but you won't listen
It's about a nightmare steeped in tradition
It's the story of a coked-up pansy
Who spents his nights in flights of fancy

Met two fellas over Gin and mixers
They talked for a while and soon got the picture
One was a souped up Soho mincer
And the other was a pikey with a knowledge for scripture

Then the ( Read more... )

i have so much to say and no time to say it... i will summarize and then expound on it later.

i had a fucking terrible week and was unnecessarily mean to the people i love
-i apologize from the bottom of my heart
school work and sleep is all i have time for anymore. and i really miss my friends.
i have a new friend and he met my friends and family
-he ( Read more... )

i'm going to the mountains when i get out of school saturday.
expect me to return to charlotte making changes.

i apologize for my actions and mood towards a lot of you this past week...

oh and by the way - if you hate me so much, tell me to my face