I know I don't update in this thing much, but i've had far too much shit going on in my life to take the time to do so. I just kind of wanted to make this my last offical entry. My life has been going downhill far too fast for my own good. I need to stop it before it gets to the bottom. I'm holding onto things that will never happen and feelings ( Read more... )

Last night was such a good night. And weird. I went to the club for the first time in a while. I had a lot of fun. I saw my fucking ex, Shawna. My first girlfriend. I didn't say anything, although I was tempted. No fights. Yay. I had a really nice talk with someone. A lot was finally lifted from my chest. But now i'm fucking stuck in a rut. For ( Read more... )

My month is September. It fucking fits me perfect ( Read more... )

So.. yeah... it's been a long time.. as always. And it'll probally be a long time again before I do this again, so yeah.. enjoy. There's a lot going on in my life. A LOT. Um. I got my GED. I'm going to college in July, probally. Thank fucking god. I need something to look forward to, right now. I'm single. Kinda glad, because it probally would've ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. My body is so angry. Not sure why, but whatever. So. I lost my job at the Elliot. 'Cus they're a bunch of queers. Boo. For once, it wasn't my fault. If you really want detail.. e-mail me or something. But, I got a new job. A better one, hopefully. I'm now a PCA[personal care assitant]. It's basicly like CNA work.. without the ( Read more... )

Wassup, ya'll? Oh yea. I'm feeling really nice. Thank you drugs & alcohol. Haha. Otherwise this would be a shitty-ass post. So. My life has been shitty incase you havn't noticed. This week has sucked and it's not even over yet. It's just one thing after another. People suck my balls. Fuck 'em all. I don't need this anymore. I'm sick of being blown ( Read more... )

"Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy"
-Lonely
Akon

So, its been a while since i've updated. Well... I got a new phone. Yay. A camera phone.[As you'll soon see.] I got a new tattoo. Rock on. The heartagram. On the back of my neck. Ow. :( It's hott, though. Haha. Umm. Well... that's all for now.
Out
-Ice Cold-
And for your viewing pleasure...
( Lonely, I'm so lonely... )

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Well. I'm feeling somewhat better today, I suppose. I'm done. Done getting hurt, getting pushed around, feeling like i'm always doing things wrong, feeling like i'm no one. All because of other people. I'M DONE. I'm my own person and I will make myself feel like i'm someone, again. I will bring myself back up. I will not let anyone bring me down ( Read more... )