well, i got a new journal because this one is old, and i'm new. don't ask. it makes sense in my head. and i don't feel like explaining ( Read more... )

well, i found out that today is the day that Kurt Cobain died exactly 10 years ago. i've been meaning to ask somebody when he died, but i guess i don't have to now ( Read more... )

kay, yeah, about the bipolarness.. i don't think that's me.. not if it's that bad. but i still want to see a doctor. i want to talk to one and see if they can diagnose me with anything or tell me if i'm perfectly fine and this is all just apart of me. whatever it is, i hope that it'll all be over soon. i'm thinking of taking the bus sometime to the ( Read more... )

"It's the kind of case police fear most - a child is missing and his parents don’t know where he is. It sounds eerily like the Cecilia Zhang case. But this one took place in Mississauga, involves a 15 year-old boy - and has a tragically similar ending ( Read more... )

i'm lonely. i need something to do ( Read more... )

Computer is back. Nice and reformatted. Already fucking up because of spyware. But that's okay. That's why we have Ad-aware (even though it's not working for SOME things >=|thanks to Taka, i think i've figured out my mad mood swings. bipolar? what do you think? to me, that makes perfect sense. i don't know why i didn't think of it before. i think i ( Read more... )

i seriously fucking hate everything. i'm so pissed off at everything. mostly my dad. FUCK i can't stand it! does he KNOW what he's doing to me?! does he know ANYTHING about me?! obviously not ( Read more... )

ahh today i'm in a pretty good mood. i think it's because i finally got out of the house. i seriously was going crazy here. i almost cried, mannn. i told you. craaazyy ( Read more... )

eh.. i'm bored.. and hungry. going to see my mom. i think i'm going to drag her out to see a movie with me today :) ..and to Harvey's. i really want a poutine. i dunno why. i'm just craving one. yummmmm ( Read more... )

meh.. bored.. kinda sad... kinda wish i was high.. no i don't.. but i want to be later tonight.. maybe i'll go grab something ( Read more... )