Ok. So it has been months sence I have writen in here. I dont know why I even descided to come on this time. but I did ( Read more... )

I havent written in this thing sence septemeber. wow Not to much has changed. Shane and I became friends again. and then now were not. He continuess to lie to me and I am not going to deal with that shit. I have made a bunch of new friends and I am totally happy with myself. I dont want a guy right now. I have some of the best friend in the world. ( Read more... )

everyday I learn shane is a bigger of asshole and a lier then I thought. I dont think that boy can tell the truth.

FUCK

sorry I am just mad at myself big time.

ya so like my life is so different from what is was 5 months ago. I am a senior now and I am almost an adult. A lot changed for me this summer and I was scared to see what was going to happen. Shane and I broke up and he was my whole life. He was everything to me. and now he is gone. I have to deal with that and it is ok now. My friends over the ( Read more... )

So like yesterday was so much fun. I went to Valencia to chill with my friends. I hungout with my friend chris for a couple of hours then went to my friends stephens work. Oh ya did I tell u he works for Zoey 101 and 24! ya well I went to Zoey 101 with him. I saw Jamie lyn Spears, I heard she hates Acting. And it seemed like it when she was leaving ( Read more... )

So I dont drink
I mean like at all

but right now I feel like getting drunk

cause they say it takes all ur problems away

y the fuck am I like this

I Cant believe that someone would write a song about me.

I just cant believe it

it is one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me. Even though it isnt even all that cute of a song

So yea. I have been really refecting on my life latly.

I have thought about how I spend so much time with Shane and not with all my other friends. I guess he just makes me so happy that I dont want to miss a minute of time not with him. But then again I am missing all the good times I could have with my friends. Sometimes I wish u guys liked shane ( Read more... )

Guys sick

So as all of u should Know I went to Buras Louisiana with my Church. it was so much fun. I met some really kool people up there and made alot of new friends. It was so sad to see all the Trash and stuff, that used to be peoples things. it was really shocking and I opening. U really got to see how selfish some people were.

Alot of the house in the ( Read more... )