hello again.

not much to say...except one thing.
hot sexy night with my cowboy booted rock and roll man!!!
NIN makes me want you even more!!
xxoo

p.s love is suicide

oh god.... i cant shake this feeling..

im in love with a man who wears cowboy boots?
whywhywhyfuckwhy??

just one smile and im wild, just one smile and im ready to die, cos youre so beautiful!!!

how can you fall in love after one night??

hmmmmm beautiful, fucking beautiful

xoxoxoxox

i guess im no fun!!!!!!!

this girl...is not meant for anyone

im FUCKING 21!!!!
and life doesnt feel much better :(
but hey i cant complain!!!

you can not excuse anything for being really drunk ( Read more... )

my life is soo pointless right now!!!

grrrrr why wont i just fucking die already!!!!

im so sick of my boring existence...

i havent been to gay work in a whole week!!! i cant go back i just cant!! but i need gay money to live!
so why cant my body just give up and die, like my mind has!!

life is not so great...

i feel sooo fucking sick right now, i want to die!!
i thought i was dying last nite too bad i didnt :(

here is where my story ends......

there is nothing to live for....

let me play dead for a while!!!

so things are really bad right now....

i think death or another reality would be nice for a change..