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As much as I wish I could forget, I can't.
The password to one or two of my accounts around the web is still Myoujou.
Happy Birthday, Megan.
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Rest.
Whatever that's going around has finally claimed me. I'm so mad, because I feel like if I had been in Greenville all this time, this totally wouldn't have happened.. I'm about to have some soup.. I feel like that might help, then I'm going to sleep until the sun goes back down again.. And I really pray that does the trick, because really, I can't ( Read more... ) -
Silver
It's good. That's what I think anyway.. My life that is.. I feel like it's going very well and I shouldn't really be upset about anything anymore. I've got good friends, friends who by the way seem to hate each other right now because they're both silly, and I have a job and a plan. I just need to stay focused on the important things.. So what ( Read more... ) -
Friends.
It's a fucking pain in my fucking neck to always just be someone's fucking friend. It's needlessly painful and I really wish I could change what it is about myself that takes having Martin as a boyfriend out of the equation. I'm crazy pissed off about it. And I was so close this time ( Read more... ) -
Wait.
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Grey
I've had so much thinking to do.. But I still haven't figured anything out... I'm at home right now.. I should be asleep, but I'm here, typing in this stupid journal because I don't know how to feel about anything.. Let me just start where I'm thinking the most about, and just go from there..
So I think I maybe might sort of like the new guy at ( Read more... ) -
Inspiration.
I would love to sit here and tell you that I'm feeling great and things couldn't be better, but that would be a lie. Sure, things are fine, and I'm pleased with how well things are going for me right now, but they could always be better ( Read more... ) -
So here I sit...
in my apartment in Greenville North Carolina ( I find I have to say that every time, because Greenville in South Carolina is a big deal apparently..) It's strange, I'm the couch and Lisa and Cesar are back in Sanford until Tuesday... I start work tomorrow and I'm really scared. I'm going to be, from what it looks like, the new Susan. I have all ( Read more... ) -
So much...
I'm really up in the air just spinning the fuck around.. I really need to stop alot of things, and start so many others, but I don't really know where to even start right now ( Read more... ) -
Clinton.
I'm trying my damnest to stay awake right now, but it's become more and more difficult. This is the best shot I've had in a while to get my sleep back on a somewhat regular pattern, so I can't ruin this. I have apparently somehow ended up reading the Twilight series again, so I'm probably going to end up putting Eclipse back on my iPod so I can ' ( Read more... )