I'm sick, but I'm not. I don't know what this is, but I feel crazy at times just because I know I don't want to be sick anymore. It's just annoying to have my nose in this condition ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to think about what just happened. Someone that's been under my radar all this time could possibly be a very big part of my future. He's just so cool. And it's silly because I really didn't think anything of it until yesterday.. It's like James and Joey, except... me. And I never thought I'd be in a situation like that ( Read more... )

It's much less about pretending now a'days. Everything is happening at once and those of us that are in this fight for ourselves will rise to the top whereas the ones who have yet to figure out their reasons for living will get swept away. I've just got a bunch in my head today, and I wanted to get some of it out, so here I am ( Read more... )

I have decided to dig up my roots and have a Sailor Moon Marathon. I'm downloading EVERYTHING. Meaning, all episodes, all movies and all specials. It's just a random thing to do to keep me busy until the gang comes on Tuesday. I hope to dish out a really cool video of the week. This will be the first time that Wesley will be here while all of ( Read more... )

I just don't want to be angry anymore. I've had so many thoughts lately and it's just about the same old stuff.. I found a ton of old pictures and things in my email the other day and it just brought so many feelings to the front of my mind.. It's stuff that I don't really like to think about anymore, so it sucks to have it all brought up again. ( Read more... )

I'm attempting to chill with people from work. I hope it goes okay.

All I ever wanted, was you, D. Why is it that you've been on my mind..? I'd love to know what brought that on.. I hate that a name I know belongs to you also has meaning in something I don't believe in anymore. But it's okay. You make that okay.

Fuck Facebook, and fuck those mother fucking birthday reminders. I would have been just fine without remembering that one.

It seems like things may actually work out fine this time around.. I'm still scared though.. But more excited than anything.

 I'm experiencing what I can only think of as a Theraflu high.  I'm not sure why my mood has shifted so drastically, but it has, and I'm pleased with that.  I hope work goes okay tomorrow, I really need to start making things work out here in Greenville, and I can't do that if I keep running back to Skankford..

I have such issue with my memories.   ( Read more... )