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My £9.50 holiday is on tv this evening. That has to be the easiest thing I have ever post produced in my life. No Harding fails and no qc fails. No dead pixels and a very happy client. I needed a job like that.
I spent most of yesterday afternoon stuck in a spreadsheet working out my finances for the next few months and trying to give myself a ( Read more... ) -
Panic
So It's my appraisal tomorrow so it's natural that my head is trying to plan every escape route known to man kind.
Tomorrow I will feel better they aren't going to hate me and I should get a pay rise then I can work out what I am gonna do over the next 6 months.
Right?
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I really don't like how today made me feel...
The editor and Series Producer that worked on Petrol age at Prime Focus have just started working on a new series, they aren't working on my project but the moment I saw them I felt all that self doubt and horrible feeling came back and forte rest of the day I felt flustered and couldn't get half of the ( Read more... ) -
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Mum sent flowers to Maureen yesterday and she phoned to say thank you. It's a wired and horrible feeling that this may be the last conversation that you have with one another.
Cancer is a cruel and horrible disease that takes so many lives.
You are an amazing woman Mrs Maureen Copeland. Hang on in there!!!
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So much has happened over the last few weeks that I don't really know where to start.
Mum, Doug and I spent the day together yesterday. We went shopping and to have a Byron Burger, this may seem like a normal tho g but we haven't hung out the three of us in about 3 or so years. Why did this happen yesterday? Well a huge part of it has to do with ( Read more... ) -
Mini rant
I really don't like pms, I get restless and start planning an escape route.
Also the sooner my bother and his girlfriend move out the better.
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Stuff
I feel like a caterpillar at the moment. I worked very hard over the last few months to start to feel ready to do some of the things that scare the crap out of me.
I sometimes hate how impatient I am, I deserve to be happy so I need to stop putting all this pressure on myself and just hang on in there and remember how far I have come.
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So much for one person to do
These last few weeks at work have been mental and I am so fed up of not feeling very well it feels like I work ridiculous hours and have these clients that drive me metal. Emma and Rich have gone to Oz for a month which means we are down by two people and although I am doing lots and lots of work as a Junior I am expected to make sure I can do the ( Read more... ) -
Just a few thoughts
I can't believe we are coming home tomorrow and I am back to work on Thursday. Part of me is dreading going back to work and that hasn't happened in such a long time. I hope once Petrol Age is over I can get my confidence back and start enjoying it again because most of the time I do.
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Lollipop trees
I cant sleep, I keep thinking about things and have that Sunday feeling which I have tried to avoid by watching fringe and not thinking about going to work tomorrow.
I've not had this feeling about work in such a longtime, infact I don't think I've had it whilst working at Prime Focus.
Someone once told me that to fix the things your worried about ( Read more... )