im done writing in this thing!

causes nothing but drama

and jess...thanks a whole effen lot!!!

now shawn will be mad and im pissed off at you for even starting this whole shit

i know aman doesnt like me!!! omgsh!!!

you had to go open your effen mouth!!!!

screw this!

im done! if u need me call...i hate these things now!!!

EFF OFF BITCH

well tonight was great :)

i got a cell phone...if u want the number ask!!! i know you want it!!

im getting my belly peirced tommorrow :)

shawn and i  (: awesome :)

aman still sick

shawn thinks aman likes me and poss. obsessed...???

how will jess feel?

i dont like anyone but shawn!!!

and i effen love shawn like whoa!!!!

i cant sleep...

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EMPTY

MOTIONLESS

DARK

ENVIOUS

SHATTERED

KNIFE

BLOOD

SEEPING

DRIFTING

BLURY

DEAD

i hate crying

i hate being mad

hurting is all my fault

i hope she quits

she lies to much

she cant get her stories straight

i want to jump into a book of fairy tails

aman is sick...but something else is bothering him emotionaly

i weigh 109 and i still look and feel fat

i feel like poo

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i am going to buy a bottle....

who whats to come with me friday??

i NEED to get plastered!!!

fuck all this drama!!!

well today is the day where people get lovely gifts from there valentine!

i love this day now

bc i have the most wonderfulest valentine ever and this time i actually got stuff besides a effen black rose!!

although it wasnt a heart gold locket or a ring i was very content with what i got!! i hope all of you are too!!!

shawn and i are so good

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well ashley isnt quitting if she gets moved to make line....bull effen shit bc aman will get kicked off make line and thats just not fair!!

i got spray tanned today and i look HAWT!!! lol

i want to take a shower but i cant till 4 ish and i should be at work at 4..guh

i think i want subway or bk...i had subway the other day

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last night was really awesome!

shawn took me to OLIVE GARDEN woot woot!!

we gave our v day gifts and we were both really happy

i got a back rub....

so did he

i would have loved like a gold locket or  something but i am very content so it all good

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well last night i stayed at shawns bc my dad is trying to kidnap me....again

he treats me badly

i cant stand all this effen drama i think i might smoke

friends ... HA...right like i have friends i have a few but they stab you in the effen back i cant trust them

and others are just annoying and joke around too much..GROW UP!

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well today i went to school to see if my girl scout cookies were in, there not :(

a lot of ppl told me i lost a lot of weight...is that good or bad??

i got a printer...cool?

valentines day is in 5 days

7 months with shawn is in 6 days

doc appt moday as well...??

i worked out for an hr again...whhft!

my day was good...how was yours?

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