You ever stop to think that maybe the people who tell you that you should be working hard are the ones who really care about you and don't want to see you fail? Don't want to see you in a mess that you can't get out in? but automatically anything that they say is out of spite or hatred. Sure I don't say enough positive stuff, and I wish I could...but I really am upset at the way things are going right now. And the baby........my ultimate excuse.........that's bullshit. I've been doing a hell of a lot with my life to use her as an excuse not to be doing things. That fucking shit is pissing me off. She's not my excuse, she's the reason I live and I love her more than I could possibly love anyone or anything in my life. I'm doing my damn hardest to make sure I can provide a good future for her, and people like you are going to sit there and say that i use her as an excuse for everything bad in my life. Fuck no
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I was happy for you with the honors, and the homecoming (which chris and I fully supported you on...making sure all of the people we even remotely knew voted for YOU)....and with school I always wished that I could have gotten the grades that you did, but that just wasn't my thing. I've told you a billion times about school and homecoming how proud I was of you. I wouldn't have been to just about every band football game just to watch you play, or every concert, or ALL of the homecoming shit (even when you sulked when I was messing around and wanted to wear your other homecoming sash in ONE picture with you...something about stealing your moment or something). But I went to everything that you had in high school. Hell, you used to be my role model, and I told you that all the time. For your abstinence and your knowing what you wanted and didn't want...and knowing what to stay away from. Even when I spent years in high school drinking and smoking (cigarettes...which you said I was disgusting for and condemned me ever since middle
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Hot topic, ay? Kick ass. They wouldn't gimme a job there because I'm not goth enough. :( So I went to Bath and Body Works! And they hired me right away! We are polar opposites! WOOWooOO!
My store smells good. Your store smells like cheap vinyl.
hehehe well well I dunno if I got a job there yet, I'm going thursday to talk to them. I was going to dress goth when I go in the mall to talk to hot topic, and then dress preppy for my interview at body shop...lol!!! That's bad. Ehhh but you do whatcha gotta do man!
hehehehe of course I voted!!! :D
But I hate discussing who I voted for because people are like "WTF what is wrong with you????" lol!!!
If I may intrude....how the fuck can there be such unhappiness in the world where a .Gif like that mother fucking teddy bear exists? That little fucker alone took all my negativity and hatred and changed it into Funshine and added nougat and made Happy Time Snickers for the Orphans.
I more a fan of the monkey myself (I almost typed "money". I'm a fan of that too...).
Funshine... happy time snickers... man. Learn when to put the bong away. :P
And to Jen, I just read all your happy thoughts and you mentioned me a few times! I feel so loved!! And helpful! I'm good for no death thoughts for at least 500 years.
I applied at Bath and Body works at Gulfview mall (when I applied to body shop and hot topic). If I got a job there that would be awesome, we'd be like...smelly chicks, uniting in smelly-ness! Just...in a good way.
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hehehe ok...lay off the budweiser girl! OMG I need to tell you about the guy I met!!! But ummmm....I'm still rendered very speechless about the topic. Ever just got along so amazingly with someone that you can't talk? *laughs* I feel like I just lost brain cells because he's such eyecandy too!
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"Don't want to see you in a mess that you can't get out in?"
baby made you dumber :)
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My store smells good. Your store smells like cheap vinyl.
Laugh. You know it was funny...
Hope you voted!
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hehehehe of course I voted!!! :D
But I hate discussing who I voted for because people are like "WTF what is wrong with you????" lol!!!
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Funshine... happy time snickers... man. Learn when to put the bong away. :P
And to Jen, I just read all your happy thoughts and you mentioned me a few times! I feel so loved!! And helpful! I'm good for no death thoughts for at least 500 years.
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I applied at Bath and Body works at Gulfview mall (when I applied to body shop and hot topic). If I got a job there that would be awesome, we'd be like...smelly chicks, uniting in smelly-ness! Just...in a good way.
=P
hehehe ok...lay off the budweiser girl!
OMG I need to tell you about the guy I met!!! But ummmm....I'm still rendered very speechless about the topic. Ever just got along so amazingly with someone that you can't talk? *laughs* I feel like I just lost brain cells because he's such eyecandy too!
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