this morning i wrote some shit about cosmic horn, and how i have it and yadda yah. i still have it, but since, ive changed. i stopped for the first time to think that things will never stay the same for more than a few happy seconds, minutes, hours if your lucky. eveything, everywhere is constantly changing, spiraling away further and further from ( Read more... )

have you ever had one of those days when things just keep going wrong, and by the end of the day its like you dont think it can get any worse and then your cat runs away or something? well, i'm having one of those days. to start, i found out that my carpool lady finds it fun to openly discuss her lesbianism with me. talk about AWKWARD. jeeez louise ( Read more... )

wow. thats all i can say. after twenty four hours of what i percieve as the best day of my life and i feel as though its not real. first of all, foremostly, the red sox won the world series, for the first time in eighty six years. incredible. we just made history. my daddy was poppin the champagne but i polietly refused (remember what happened last ( Read more... )

ive made a decision. im going to be me again, do everything and anything to bring back the old leah, the one who would dive into the soccer goal and save everything and who would paint her face with ketchup just to make people laugh and the leah who wouldnt take shit from anyone, who would , at the ripe age of 8, beat up a 13 year old boy for ( Read more... )

THE RED SOX ARE GOING TO THE SERIES!!!!

its all ok

and im gone..

holy fucking shit. i think i <3 david again. i dont know what it is. god this is all so fucked up. i want holly and alanna to come pick me up so we can go driving around bumming ciggies off kids at the skatepark and blasting music and just laughing. DAMMIT, this is exactly what happened last year with jay. it scared the shit out of me ( Read more... )

good day,for once. i was NOT violated by a little person i like to call pervy perverson and i had a nice long chat with that special someone (cough ( Read more... )

i am having a painstakingly hard week. first the red sox, and now i cant see holly. in health we had to write papers about what we look for in the opposite sex. after writing it and re-reading it i realized i had written a clear description of baran... heres what it says ( Read more... )

yes, my darling red sox have made it to the alcs. they played an amazing game against the yankees last night but sadly lost. i was fucking bawling, when they showed the flashback from game seven last year, it was like WHAM... everything, briarwood, iris, white flag, last year, david, baran, and everything so quiet and content. even happy. lately ( Read more... )

so what fuck is wrong. it seems like with that mofo xanga i couldnt write anything. maybe a song or a poem or shit, but nothng real. i miss last year so much. i miss hippie school, and apples, and the driveway where we played basketball and slept under the stars and flashed cars for cheap thrills. it seems like every entry i have is about what i ( Read more... )