i dont think any of you realize just how hard this is for me ( Read more... )

Theses day have been filled with drama, stress and anger. Dont know what to really do anymore. I have applied at about 20 different places for work. I have applied for welfare and have that meeting on thursday after my final x-ray for my foot. And yes i still have screws in my foot. I will hopefully go in for surgery for that in the next month or ( Read more... )

fuck you live journal

so i went down to TESC on wednesday and stayed there till friday ngiht, spent friday night at alex's and then went to my dads for the rest of the weekend and now im home. It was amazing to stay over night with donny. to wake up to his smiling face and warm embrace. to fall asleep in his arms. gah i actually cried when he dropped me off on saturday ( Read more... )

im in LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE...i never fell out of it. god i love my baby so much. SInce ive been back with him i cant stop smiling. He means the world to me and i cant see how i lived with out him over the last months or so. i amhis woman and he is man, for forever and a day ill do what ever ic an to please him. you dont understand what goes ( Read more... )

 sooo lost

life is very confusing these days. I go back and forth between happy and depressed. One moment everything seems fine...the next its hell all over again. Its like there are bandages holding my shaddered heart together and yet i wear it on my sleve. Youd think id learn by now, youd think i would be careful now. But i dont. Im still that same stupid ( Read more... )

why did i let it go ( Read more... )

nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka nukka ( Read more... )

it seems like its all disappearing ( Read more... )