we made rent, just barely. thanks to john's poker skills last night. now i just have to come up with money for the other bills i had to sacrafice to pay the rent. i have a lead on a 2nd job though so i hope i can get it. we really need it. john needs to get a job too. if he got a job, and then just kept playing cards the way he did last night, we'd ( Read more... )

From this point on... 
This journal will be friends only. 
Unless something totally amazing 
or funny
happens and I feel the need to share it 
with everyone. 

so i'm kinda cheating and copying my journal entries from myspace... yeah i'm tired and lazy. stuff thats not included below but has been goin on is.... sean is now living on my couch. dustin kissed me last night. i have a date friday with nate and saturday is my bday party at the matador. yay!!! ok so now ... playing catch up by copying and ( Read more... )

i talked with the boy. everything seems to be working out. he may be a bit crazy (literally) but we all have our issues. hopefully everything will be beautiful.

so i invited a boy to my work's winter party. we're friends. i planned for us to go as friends. it was rather short notice. i think i asked him on tuesday. he said yes he wanted to go and to call him with details on saturday. so i told him to meet me at a certain time at my apt and we would go from there. i did forewarn him that it probably wouldn' ( Read more... )

i saw someone tonight. i miss him. i miss us. i so badly want to fall in love again. i forgot how wonderful it can feel.

so i'm supposed to be working right now, however i've been up for less than an hour. i was also supposed to be going to visit steve today and i slept through that as well. i'm either depressed or really run down. maybe both. but i dont feel sad. hm.. i dunno. i called in again today. i am definately going back on saturday though. i guess this is ( Read more... )

after last night... i'm definately refocusing my life and i think that will start with moving home from portland in april. i love portland and some of the people i've met so i'll be back to visit i'm sure but i can't live here anymore. too much bs. the people aren't as real.

so i walk out at 6am this morning to find my car towed. well of course at 6am i'm not thinking too clearly and i start freaking out thinking it might have been stolen. as of right now i don't have insurance on it for that so that would really suck. then i called to see if it had been towed because they have to report it and it was. well i had to ( Read more... )

So my birthday is in a lil over a month. From Feb 3rd to the 12th I'll be home in Tacoma if everything goes according to plan. Someone... should come visit me there since you hate Portland for some reason. And the following is a list of things I need or want for my bday... just so there is no confusion. I'm honestly sick of getting bathsets. I got ( Read more... )