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hawaiian_sand

Sad and Depressed

Feb 11, 2005 02:26

Do you ever just wonder why you hold on to those memories that you should really let go...but you just can't? I wish did have to ability to forget about everything that has happened in the past and move on, but something still holds me back. I am very happy where I am at in my life except for one thing. I need his acceptance, I need him to ( Read more... )

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smegdogg February 16 2005, 21:48:44 UTC

Becky...

I'm sorry. Stop crying because of me. I'm not worth it.

smegdogg March 14 2005, 09:12:50 UTC

I can't give you what you want from me Becky. I hope that someday you'll realize that my opinion doesn't matter.

The only way you're going to see me again is if you track me down. As of this moment the only way you'll ever talk to me about anything is the same way.

I'm sorry that I've never managed to keep a promise to you. I owe you more than that, but there are somethings I just can't do.

Late ate night I miss three things: I miss Catsby nuzzling in our hands. I miss Pounce falling asleep on my stomach...

The thing I miss most though is the look in your eyes when you said "I love you". That simple look into your eyes was all it took to melt away all of the shit that we were dealing with at the time. It was the one thing that made it worth living so far away from everything else I loved. I'm sorry that I lost sight of that, and I'm sorry that I broke your heart.

I never deserved you, I never will. I hope that your life without me will be everything you've ever dreamed... because I'd never be the man you deserve, no one will.

SHIP DIRECTIONS!!!! tractrg1rl January 5 2006, 06:18:43 UTC

My address is 107 North Earl Street, Apartment 4; Shippensburg, PA 17257

*Take Turnpike towards Pittsburg (right lane) and travel until Exit 226 Carlisle.
*Get into left lane after paying toll towards Harrisburg (Rt. 11 North).
*Travel on Rt. 11 North approx. 2 miles towards I-81 S.
*Turn onto I-81 South (immediately after Eat ‘N Park) and travel for 25 miles.
*Take Exit 29 King Street.
*Turn RIGHT at end of ramp onto PA 174.
*Travel 2 miles (past K-mart etc.) and turn LEFT at stoplight intersection (by CVS) onto King Street.
*Turn RIGHT onto Earl Street.
*Go through 1 light, and turn RIGHT onto the next road named Fort St.
*At the stop sign, turn RIGHT.
*My driveway will be the large stone one on the right. We park next to the big tree (Brian's tan BMW will be there in that driveway). My apartment is the yellow/brown building at the end of that walkway.
*I'm in apartment #4 at the top of the stairs on the right.

If you have any questions, feel free to call!! Can't wait to see you!!