live journal is dead to me... lol it looks so differant... kinda nice.. but not nice enough for me to use it on a regular basis.... or is it... guess we'll see how long it takes me to update again.... then i guess that will be the answer

huh...fuck

So this journal has been declared totally useless. So im thinking about just deleting it and forgetting about livejournal.

barring an outcry for me to stay, which im sure i wont hear, so goobye livejournal friends

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pretty uneventful birthday.. but what do you expect for an uneventful life.. i sit here and think about the fact that ive lived for 20 years and have seen so much but yet so little.. ive seen my dreams and asperations come and go, ive seen friends pass away... dont ask me to recall anything from my early childhood because ive blocked out just about ( Read more... )

im expecting some calls tomarrow... from anyone that considers me a friend... give me some love.. its my 20th

Best day EVER! Went to cubs game with anna, and then went back to my house and just chilled all day... nothing special but meant so much..

i love the way i feel when im with you.. its something i cant really put into words.. i hope i can show you one day.. i miss you already but the wait to see you again is worth it.. i love you, Your my favorite

it was one of those moments i would have wanted to stay there forever... i cant wait to see you again :)