never was there a night where ive laughed so hard... Went to see brian regan.. the comedian... holy frick he was hilarious... so after the show... went to the ally... and saw his limo... and waited for him... sounds stockerish... but all we did was shake his hand.. and his brothers hand.. and just say that we loved the show... and got a picture ( Read more... )

seeing old friends from home... really makes things all better... ud think other things would help... this day has been great... saw UNC advance to final four... pretty happy about that.. and reguardless of how it ends up im just happy that duke is no longer in it.. MSU took care of them quite nicely.. anywho... ive decided i really want to... need ( Read more... )

went bowling with some friends tonight... it was good times... bowled the game of my life... it was so unorthodox it was hilarious... it was nice to have something like that to take my mind off things for a while... things have just been really bad lately... the presence of god is the last thing i am feeling as of late... i just feel worse every ( Read more... )

so many questions left unanswered.... who the eff am i .... what the eff am i doing here... why the eff am i still here... when it wont last... back to square one ill go... worse off than i started in just about every aspect in what i wanted god to work in my life... sure hes worked in other areas.. all the deep demons that have made my life a ( Read more... )

Witworth was awsome... i want to go there... but my mom doesnt think ill make it there... and indirectly shes said that i wont really make it anywhere... my grades arent good enough... she wants me to take a job i dont want... she wants me to live at home... other than that... reading over old letters given to me, reading journal entries, and such ( Read more... )

20 hour drive ahead of me... going to check out witworth college in washington.. update when i return

i pretty much hate being alone

this day was full of ups and downs... mostly downs... but the fact that duke lost to VT makes me super happy.. so having covenant harbor call me and tell me that it wasnt a good fit for them.. although a dissapointment, i have this feeling that god will have much more in store for me.. so as kourt said.. im trying to keep a posative attitude about ( Read more... )

valentines day has always been overrated... never will it mean anything till im married... i wore my free hugs shirt for about 2 seconds today.. and was convince to wear all black... good day.. lots of fun... things have been looking up alot lately... even with finals taking my heart and soul the past few days...

You placed me high above the clouds ( Read more... )