I am absent minded most days. At least, the days pass in such a way, that they blend together. More likely it is my passing through the days thats blurs the time. Nobody, can realize that which has happened. I haven't much interest in anything but dreaming right now. In retrospect, I spent a good deal more energy this year and those past, ( Read more... )

Been on livejournal a lot more lately and I feel like writing. I finally spoke of my marijuana hobby as a habit detrimental to all of my friendships. School is tough because I don't wake up for class too often. I sneakily discovered that my roommate has a fluoxotine prescription and it made me mad. Maybe because I no longer do or because he ( Read more... )

Room is organized. Papers are filed. Order of the Phoenix was watched. V-Mars soundtrack had been playing.

I had just fallen asleep lying on my back as a chill fell upon me. I opened my eyes and looked toward the open window noting the raised blinds. In through the opening came a cool breeze with a memory of the ocean, and with that came the unmistakable sound of a marching band. The sound seemed to carry itself into my room. Then I noticed the ( Read more... )

Funeral day! Family day. Rest in peace Uncle Joe. I like being alone with my Harry Potter.

I went out to the desert with my dad to visit his friend. It was nice, really hot though. I woke up at 5:30 this morning and rode my bike 17 miles to the mountain, then rode up the mountain 3000 feet, and rode a tram up another 6000, then hiked up another 1000 and read Harry Potter. The view was breathtaking. The Jeffrey Pines smelled of vanilla ( Read more... )

I burn my bridges for the sake of nostalgia.

this is too legendary to neglect. on another note this evening brings two ideas: first, i've chosen the simple life, second the point of life is not to merely have had recognition or praise.

i'm supposed to sleep to get up quite early for a hike, i just dont feel good, sadness is odd, part of me knows i have no control over the things people do to me, and in a way, how it makes me feel when they do them, but i control who i spend my time with, and i should have more control over how i react to people and their actions. i don't feel ( Read more... )

I've had two classes so far, now I'm waiting for Writing 109 to start. Later I'm going to attempt my writing homework but I probably won't find time. I'm planning on attending a Calculus review at 6:00 at Webb, I don't know where that is. Later on I'm going across the way to watch a movie since Amanda is going clubbing. This weekend I'm ( Read more... )