Comments | hawkthehunter: Lets try to fit the puzzle pieces together

hawkthehunter

Lets try to fit the puzzle pieces together

Jun 26, 2005 21:02

*sigh*...someday, I'll find a place of respect and consideration, of confidence and invitation. Someday, I"ll find a place for me, a place to call my own, with people who I understand, and who understand me. Someday I'll find a place where I"m not ignored, where I"m not abandoned, where I"m not discarded. Someday, I'll find a place that I can ( Read more... )

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Alright, this was been brought to my attention, and I have to say... moonecho June 28 2005, 15:23:16 UTC

Hey you.

Maybe I'm not the person you want to hear this from. I'm not dumb and I can take a hint - I know you felt crowded and wanted your breathing space. Heaven knows I've been trying to let you have that, until you felt comfortable again. But I am compelled to say something right now. After this I'll stop pestering you, girl scout's honor.

I wanted to remind you of something. There was a time when you told me you were afraid that I'd go away and abandon you. And I made you a promise - I promised you that as long as you wanted me to - I'd be there for you. I'm a woman of my word and I'd like to honor that. Yes, I've definately been hurt and peeved and disappointed and aside from that, busy as hell, not getting home sometimes until, geeze, 10:30, 11 at night. And honestly I know stuff's a little odd right now. But... I do still care, you know?

Anyway, for what it's worth, I don't plan on abandoning you altogether until you ask me to ( ... )

Re: Alright, this was been brought to my attention, and I have to say... hawkthehunter June 28 2005, 21:14:56 UTC

.....well, in all honesty, this is kinda my ranting grounds, I get depressed sometimes, but I'm still alive and kickin, and I never feared that you'd abandon me, believe me when I say that, I trusted that you would be there for me if I needed you, and you always were. as to my rantings, I wouldn't be too troubled by them, if thing's were serious, I'd have told somebody by now. as to pestering, tis what a person needs to be moved outta their comfort zone. as to the caring, yes I still care as well, and the offer is also up for chat whenever, but I'm under the same stresses as you basically. I get up at 5ish in the morning to get to work, by the time I get home ,I'm beat, usually I fall asleep before I get a chance to chat w/ my night owl friends, I don't mean for that to happen, but it do. and same offer goes out for talk anytime, the last thing I wanna do is lose touch w/ one of the few really clsoe friends I have. so newho...yeah, dis is me..........typing dots...........wish ya well, and t.c. latas!

Wow, ha HA. moonecho June 29 2005, 03:37:17 UTC

....well, OK then! Once again my super-alarmist instincts are totally off base. Ha ha. When will Tracy learn! And when will she stop asking rhetorical questions?

Guess I'm just a worrywort, then. But while I'm on a roll, worrying and what, I hope you take care of yerself too, no burning out over the summer! *waggle* I see much more of this depression dumping, you know, and I am going to start to suspect that someone is beating you daily with a sack of angry, Republican scorpions.

Just a hunch I have. *shifty eyes*