Ugh... I understand when 5 year olds have an arguement and one storms out of the room in a huff cause they don't know how to communicate but we're grown fucking adults!   So when someone asks you after you've skipped out on an obligation for nearly a month straight, and every appearance you bother to make shows you in a huff, bored, uninterested ( Read more... )

So, this is it.  Approximately a year and a month ago, one Missa did verily ask one Scotty for his hand in marriage... and one Scotty did thusly say, "I Shall".  So that part is over... now comes the execution, the ceremony, the invitations, the favors and parties and balancing of family photos and outfit expenditures with personal life and ekking ( Read more... )

I dreampt of worlds at stake, of good and evil tryign to unite against something even worse. Of advocating for both heaven and hell, and drawing the conclusion that ultimately, we all just want to be acknowledged, regardless of our natures, and even the worst among us might be capable of better and more than the even the “all knowing” cosmos could ( Read more... )

List 10 things that you don't think people would normally know about you. They can be the most random things as long as someone learns something new about you. After you list these things you must tag at least 5-10 people so that they can list 10 things about themselves and tag others. So if I tagged you copy these rules post your own list of 10 ( Read more... )

certain people tell me that posting exclusively at xanga is dumb... I'm not sure, but ( Read more... )

You know what? I"m starting to think the sniveling, groveling, subservient lifestyle I have known most of my life is seriously NOT worth it.......I'm aware I'm being a bit hypocritical at the moment, but whatever, I guess I will be, cause I feel like bitching. I've spent much of my life trying to change myself, trying to learn what to say and how ( Read more... )

Inspiration can never be forced, wisdom can never be taught, life can never be molded to have one set meaning, and nature will not be contained, the balance of the universe is its imbalance, its imperfection is its own definition, its own flow and ebb of colors, like a river, like a prism of crystals, like falling droplets of the all of light and ( Read more... )

so I've come to a realization... hope is often in short supply in this world, and what's even worse, many of us are so caught up in our own sorrow, we don't even let ourselves hope, we don't want to hope, we get convinced it doens't exist.... and quite frankly, I"m getting sick of it... so I"d like to use this blog to vent to all you miserable ( Read more... )

arg.....root canal time... so yeah... see I was all thinking that today I was going in to get EVALUATED for a possible root canal...and the guy did say "yeah, you definately need one", but see, it was only after he started sticking needles in my gums that I realized he actually meant to GIVE me a root canal....heh, go figure. long story short, I ( Read more... )

hey, this came to me during one of my nightly campus prowls, lemme know what ya think ( Read more... )