ewww . work and school tomorrow .
ive been working and going to school so much lately .
i need a day off for myself to just lay around and do nothing .
i barely have time for my friends anymore . it sucks .

I can't believe the summer is over! wow that went by fast .
and I also can't believe that I am a senior that means this is my last year .. I am going to miss it.

He makes me smile . I love him

Tonight I hung out with Brittany and Whitney. Those girls make me laugh like no other. Love them ( Read more... )

So ya tonight kind of sucked so I left before the show was over ( Read more... )

Saturday, sunday, and monday night were spent in Portland with my brother. Good times.

Bubba[shane] and I are back together, suprising isnt it? But it seems as if no matter what I do.. I am still unhappy.

So.. for the last 2 nights I went camping with Ryan, Natalie, & brittany. It was so great to get away from all the bullshit. We met some pretty cool people and we all sat around the fire and tipped back a few, then we went swimming at like 2am [ it was damn cold ( Read more... )

so.ya.my.day.sucked.how.was.yours?

So many unanwserd questions just floating around, and I don't want to be alone anymore. Everything is leading up to that one choice. When it comes to that time.. what will I do?

I need you, I need you. Don't walk away.

It's so weird how one person can change your mood from good to absolutly horrible. One minute you're laughing have a great time the next you feel like shit and all you want to do is curl up in a ball and disappear.

ugh.

(  + I Miss You Joe + )