This is usually when i would come on here and get all excited about the things that happened at Otakon and talk about all the cool new friends I made and shit like that.
Not this time.

If for whatever reason I disappear.. don't expect me to come back for a long time.
I'm not sure what's going to happen.

Long story short, Joe and his mom have been going ( Read more... )

Welp, so Saladworks is hiring apparently.
Gonna apply there later today.

I don't even like salad... but then again, I never liked curtains or linens either and I've been stuck in that hell pit for nearly 5 years.

So...

I just need out.

The hours are reasonable too.

They open at 11 and close at 8.

Pretty sweet.

I bet they have better pay too.

Joe says that I ( Read more... )

..I'm not dead.

:I

I had a bit of morning sickness.

No, not pregnant.

I just so happened to be sick in the morning.

I decided to take one of my multi-vitamins this morning, y'know... to be healthy?
Not three minutes later, I start feeling GOD AWFULLY SICK.
So I'm sitting here, I pause... I'm like "omg I feel like I have to pu-"

and then go rushing into the bathroom to hug ( Read more... )

...when you're beginning to realize that you've been replaced.

Yet.
I went into the fridge to find something to eat and found this random white container.
It's kinda small-ish.
Doesn't have anything on it.
Just a plain, solid white, unmarked container.

With some green stuff in it.

So I'm eating it.

I feel asleep for about 2 hours and woke up.. now I can't sleep and my brain won't shut up.
Looks like it's honesty hour for Gwyn, because I am lame and need to rant to something.
Not like I can really talk to anyone anyway.
No one even reads this.
Well.. except you Demi.
hi Demi.

Would it be weird if I just started directing my entries towards you?
That ( Read more... )

my personal issues are piling up
and I keep trying to ignore them
I know it's not fair to those around me
but I can't talk to anyone
nobody will understand
no one wants to listen

I'm off work tomorrow.

I should really call that guy.
maybe he can figure out what's wrong with me

don't know why
but I'm too nervous to call
I'll probably just wuss out again

I'm ( Read more... )

I've been seriously thinking of killing myself.
Either that... or move to Sweden.

Yeah, I know... kinda random.
Demi is the only one who reads this anyway.

But yeah.
It's no big deal really.. I guess.
I know suicide is a big deal, and personally, I don't like the idea of it.
It's such a pathetic way out of your problems but... yeah, I dunno.
Like I said ( Read more... )

And I think I finally found out what it is I have.
It's a mixture of three things actually.
With some other minor little side cases.

Apparently, I'm an antisocial sociopath with borderline personality disorder.

That's a mouth full.