Here I am, stressed out and wanting to pull my hair out. I would much rather be in dreamland. I'm thankful to be clean, alive and well, though. That was one UP experience I thought I'd be skipping out on. Who knew!

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 But, I don't have 800 words! I don't have opinions! I don't watch movies in full, I fall asleep. I need rest okay.

Speaking of rest, naptime.

 I suppose if my daughter were experiencing frequent memory lapses, random waves of nausea and dizziness, unnatural sleeping habits, and an unexplained abrupt increase in spending habits, I'd think she were on drugs, too. I can't blame my mother. Now, to figure out what is really going on. It might be less scary if I were really on drugs, and I ( Read more... )

Now, my heart can rest. Tonight, maybe I can sleep without having to force myself ( Read more... )

It still feels like it's not over. Like a horror movie rolling credits, then a hand sticks out of the grave, or an ugly face pops out from nowhere. When will I be free, worst sem ever, when?

This is an uncomfortable feeling.

Saturday morning at 3am I woke up feeling quite awful. Sweaty and cold, disoriented, hot eyes, runny nose (and throat, if that's possible, because that's what it felt like), and with a small pile of unfinished work for later that morning ( Read more... )

It's not quite summertime for me yet, but the rest of the wait will be long, calm, and much more humane--at least for another two weeks.

Now is the time to finally get around to that advanced minesweeper victory (because I've proven myself too good for the two easy peasy levels). Now if only the bombs would learn to avoid my clicks, we'd be fine.

An inverted pyramid will either dig itself a hole in the ground or topple over to right itself. On its own, the concept does not stand. So what's it gonna be, inverted pyramid? Disappear into irrelevance, or fix yourself? You decide ( Read more... )

The problem is, I always seem to think things will be easy. Because generally, I think life is easy. Apparently, it is not, and believing it is makes it less true. Optimism is really not the way to go. Worst case scenario, every time ( Read more... )