With no help of medication I'm extremely tired. I went to bed at a normal time last night and now I look like the walking dead. I just cannot snap out of it. Last night was so hard... I almost sent a text message, but then by the grace of god Kickie sent me a message thanking me for going to Munster's going away party ( Read more... )

Work took forever today. After a certain point I didn't care one bit what I was doing. Good thing I kept everything under wraps. I keep wanting to contact people I'm not allowed to contact. I need to delete the damn number before I make things worse ( Read more... )

Today will be interesting.

So I talked about him to Mike.. his best friend and I told myself I wouldn't! I just had to get out of the house and I needed a drink and Mike was cool with hanging out and now it will get back to Aaron and he will really be pissed. We didn't say much but I know somehow it will not help ( Read more... )

Today was easier but a few times I had the urge to try contacting the boy again. Good thing I didn't. Joann made a good point that I should just stop talking about him to anyone and stop dwelling or he is really going to hate me. So I guess I have to let that whole if you love it set it free thing. In my experience though nothing ever comes back. I ( Read more... )

Wow I think I made the whole situation worse by telling the other person for once in my life why I was sad/unhappy and let me tell you it made everything worse. Now he sends me right to voicemail. I don't know if we will be friends after this. Ugh. At least he knows why it went wrong.. not just me being flighty ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much out of it and I'm hoping work goes well. I need to be working all day. I really don't like what happened yesterday. I'll miss the kisses and the moments that he made me feel protected. Now I need to find someone else to help me move the dryer to see if I need to clean it. I'm running out of boys that I haven't made out with or had ( Read more... )

Well I have done the dirty deed and told the boy that I cannot do this anymore and that he could find me when he was not busy. He didn't say a word to me.. he didn't fight for me.. I realized I'm not the exception. It hurts a lot more than I thought it would. I got my friend Cosmo involved and towards the end he told me that he didn't want to get ( Read more... )

Man I got soaked down on Congress tonight. I really just need to face the cold hard fact that I am not good luck to the whole First Thursday tradition. Everytime I go it rains. I almost started to cry when the damn car alarm would not disarm. I guess the remote got wet. I was about to call for some of my Deuce Bag reinforcements but by the grace of ( Read more... )

so waking up is hard to do when you've been out having far too much fun... these next few months are going to be crazy tons of fun i'm so excited right now. 2005 has nothing on 2006

go home 2005 no one liked you. not even your mom.

if you want to hang out w/ my posse this week call me. i'm sure i'll be doing something ultra awesome...