Oh thank god the wedding actually happened and was amazing. Angelique and Darin are so happy and everyone had a great time. I had to calm my ass down a few times because there was just so much to do and not enough time but once I slowed down (with the help of Matt Mccoy) I had fun. I had an awkward talk with Lorena that Alyson thought I needed to ( Read more... )

I think I need to get out of the house now.

... do you feel comfortable in your clothes? I just spent an hour trying on every single party dress in my closet. Most don't fit well because they either show off my tummy or they are too big and look like my boobs are swimming in fabric. Saturday is the first wedding and I'm going to wear a cute turquoise blue dress, silver heels, silver clutch, ( Read more... )

Angelique took me to The Belmont for my very last birthday celebration. It's been fun, but I'm ready for the excitement to end. I'm staying in tonight since I've had my fill of fun today. After The Belmont we went to the mall, a little toasted from all the yummy martinis. It is tax free weekend and the mall was packed. I spent a lot of money too! ( Read more... )

Today has been nice and relaxing. I have found a new TV show, Haven, on the Syfy channel, it is awesome! I also got to go to the Cypress Grill with Danny. Sometimes I wonder why he thinks he is so drama free when every conversation we have starts with "well they started it..." and, "we pissed someone off..." or, "...I was getting angry." It almost ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed and mentally drained! There is no way I'll be able to pass this one.

I worked a lot today. First real day with the new territory and it was intense. I hope it's not like that every day. I'm worried about when the phone calls start. Hopefully I will be able to catch up. Man the people in Mad Men got it on a lot. Back in the 60's they were fancy and sexy all in one. I wish I'd feel that way.

Well my new phone is now gone since I broke it. I have a new new phone and it's better already. Last night I got out of the house and went around with Kickie, Erica and Marissa. Turbo 350 at Nasty's, The Jungle Rockers at Emos and some random running around.. lots of friends and some smiles. I still feel a little awkward in public but I'll get past ( Read more... )

It was time. I sent one last message telling him everything about how I felt.. that I still think of him and that I wanted to jump him every time I saw him but I was so nervous and that he did treat me good and said all the mean things because I freaked out. I asked that he not respond because I didn't want to hear what he had to say because it ( Read more... )

OOOO I'm so excited. Screw all the crap of this week.. now it is only just fun. It's like Christmas this weekend. Friends in town, everyone is happy and drunk. Ah Round Up is the best time of the year! I'm all ready I just need to get some food. I'm starting to become a pro at this car show thing. I have all the things a lady may need for a car ( Read more... )