apparently im obviously in love.
everyone keeps asking me who the guy is.
i didnt even realize it was really "love" until the 24235245 person asked me why i keep smiling and why im so happy.

its love isnt it? i dont know anymore. i just know im happier than ive been in a long time and he doesnt even know it.

well i have returned to livejournal. im sure no one reads this anymore though. but i just wanted to say hey..haha. this school year has been amazing, hard but amazing. i have met someone who has changed my life forever. hes amazing and he makes me smile like no one else. :) i on the Muse this year and i have also met so many new and amazing people ( Read more... )

my heart hurts

i guess i though if i waited for him it would be better
i guessed wrong

senoir day was today. it was sad. i said goodbye to my history teacher today. but thank God im not a senior so ill be back next year...but it did make me think ( Read more... )

a thought in my head ( Read more... )

i am searching for at least a glimpse of "true love" Yes now i speak of the love that makes your heart accelerate bringd a loss of breathe and fills you with great joy and excitement. an yet i feel as if my search and struggles are in vain, for no such thing has been given to me yet. only stepping stones to the one day when true love will find me. ( Read more... )

what is this feeling ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty rad ( Read more... )

Let's see who REALLY knows me ( Read more... )

love...what is it exactly? how do u know if u feel it? im confussed between infatuation and love...or what not. or maybe its fear or hate, who knows for sure.

i need help with this delima.