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broken thoughts
It starts in your fingers ( Read more... ) -
i am going to explode
true loneliness
is not the result of an empty body
no
true loneliness
is the result of a full body;
a body that is about to explode
and when it does,
true loneliness
it what is felt when you realize you have
no one to pick up the pieces
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Look for me, I'll be around...
So, I'm in college now. I can't believe how long it's been since I posted. Since my last post, my baby brother, Charles Isaac Payne Martin or "Charlie" has been born. Also, Trace's brain tumor is back and he may have to go through chemo this coming November. Also, I currently have a bladder infection ( Read more... ) -
College
I don't know why I bother writing in this journal. It's not like anyone reads it or care about it, including me. Honestly, I forgot I had a livejournal for a while. Lately, though, it's been on my mind and I figured should update it ( Read more... ) -
MIA
Mom gave birth to Lily on November 27, 2012 at 10:24 p.m. I love her dearly. -
50 shades of Grey
Is an amazing series. I cannot wait for the movie. Ian Somerhalder should definitely play Christian. I don't know who should play Anna. That's a tough one. -
These Dark Days
Well, I finally found the time to get up here. I've been so busy with school, it's crazy! I'm not going to say much because there's not much to say. I'm just ready for a break. -
Sally's Song
By Amy Lee is beautiful. Listen to it. -
Angel
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For a break that will make it okay.
There's always some reason to not feel good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep through my veins.
Let me be empty.
Oh, and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
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Lonely
I'm not usually a clingy person. Quite the opposite, actually. But it's hard not to feel lonely when you spend your summer locked up on your house, alone all day. Landon has many other friends where I do not. I have maybe 3 friends aside from him. One is in Paris, one can't drive, and one spends all of her days with her boyfriend. The other girls ( Read more... )