i don't know.

happy one day,
confused and tears the next.

i can't do this.

and i'm waiting for a pair of arms to wrap around me
and just hold me.

can i find that in my mother?
in my father?

what am i looking for?
i'm not one to be like this.
so why am i, why am i searching with wide eyes for this now?

of all times.
cause i don't need it.

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