Do I even post in here anymore? Not really ( Read more... )

She's breaking me. Breaking me and she doesn't even care. She won't explain anything, she's just doing it. She holds the power, and she's using that to upset me in the worst possible way.

What did I do yo deserve this? Why should people who make one mistake be punished by their friends with the worst possible consequence?

Its killing me.

Why can't my life just be simple? Settled...easy to deal with. Why can't I just be happy ( Read more... )

God I really don't post much in here do i ( Read more... )

are my parents like blind or something? do they seriously think everythings perfect? That nothings wrong ( Read more... )

just had the bestest bestest 8 hours!! I saw Jessye! OMG!! Havn't seen her in 8 years...such a blast from the past! I lost contact with her for ages, but mum still kept in contact with her mum and I found out at christmas that she was here (may have seen entries of me mentioning her) but i was too busy to see her. Well found out a week ago that she ( Read more... )

For anyone who read my poem about a week ago, I got feedback (a lot) from my teacher and he gave me some very good feedback. He really liked the idea of it, and as it was only a draft, we get to resubmit it. That is what I have just completed. It is VERY different now (except for the first bit ( Read more... )

Had the worst week...and weekend ( Read more... )

Once again a shit as day. No one needs to hear me crap on....so, guess I won't. Feel worse than ever. Pft. Whatever, guess its my life...and it sucks. Don't give a shit no more. Don't pity me -I'm not worth it.

Can someone just punch me already? I'm sick of this! I'm sorry to everyone I'm hurting right now but I've just had ENOUGH. I'm sick of it all and frankly right now I don't care about anything...least of all myself right now. Don't deserve anyone to care about me anyway. Stupid worthless piece of shit! If you knew everything...you probably would ( Read more... )