Pretty sure I'm just not supposed to feel whole. Happy. I'm just going to suck it up and live my life and go through the daily routines and motions. Am I depressed????? Of COURSE I'm depressed. DUMBASS. Why on earth would I be depressed ( Read more... )

there are all these things that I can't ever have and can't ever be and its NOT fucking fair. What did i ever do do deserve these situations.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJthA4l8S5U

why do i see YOUR face when i close my eyes............

ive come to the conclusion that i am insane ( Read more... )

is it weird that i already feel old ( Read more... )

days to remember ( Read more... )

morning sickness set in on monday.

holy shit

so the few weeks that i have been pregnant have been great but really crazy ( Read more... )

so i just spent several hours reading every lj ive ever written. its really depressing

there are a lot of little memories i had completely forgotten about.
wow.

im so tired of this gloomy weather. its bummin me out ( Read more... )