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hayrotheduck

Reincarnation:How to write in a dead mans diary

Jun 03, 2011 16:05

Perception. The one true variable that separates us all,the link that has rusted and threatens to break the chain. Often the way we perceive our own reality,the manner in which we include others into our reality is what makes us who we are. Or who we seem to be. Light penetrating the dirty window into our souls revealing ,crumpled in the ( Read more... )

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boobookittykcuf June 4 2011, 02:51:55 UTC

One- That was beautiful, and I can relate a lot, even though I may not know all the situations in your life. I do understand recovery from addiction. Heroin destroyed me and I still struggling to gain back so many different things I know I might not ever get again.

Two- I am so fucking glad you are still alive. I have not talked to you in years. Truly I have missed you. I don't know how we lost touch, it could have been my many disappearances to jails, institutions and being homeless. I do hope we can stay in contact. You are a great person, even if I have only known you online. I know in my early adolescence before the drugs took over, my escape was going on all those crazy ass message boards talking to you and everyone else there. <3 I don't know if you have facebook or anything. but if so message me a link or add me, my link is on my LJ.

I <3333 you Hayro & I have missed you. I truly hope things work out.

hayrotheduck June 8 2011, 02:46:34 UTC

Hey how have you been?! I remembered a place that I used to go to write about things in my life that I should have probably kept to myself so I came back here to do it all again.It has been a really ling time and I am very glad to hear from you,life has brought so many changes [VAST amounts of change] and it is good to have a few things left,even if it is just an old friend I haven't heard from for years...I've been reaping what I've sewn over the years and it has been an experience. I am very sorry to hear that heroin got a hold on you,it is a beast that is for sure.Though I can't say I had the same experience I can relate with you somewhat. Alcohol is my evil shadow,it has also taken things from me I will never be able to recover and it is something I will never be able to shake. I haven't drank since January but I am still and always will be an alcoholic so I am trying my damndest to keep it the fuck away from me. My son has definitely helped me get control of my life,well really KEEP control. It is so strange and impossible to be ( ... )